Just a thought

Life's perfect. Bad things happen but surely, rainbow will come. I, myself have my own imperfection. Don't complain. If you think you have a bad life, think about other people whose unfortunate to even eat. If you think you're not pretty, think about people who had accident and their face damaged. If you think you have a bad family, think that other people wish they still have a family. If you think life is a big misfortune, take time and look around.

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Serious talk

I'm not a hugger. I hate hugging people. However, if you're feeling sad and you need a hug, I will hug you until you feel calm :) Honestly, whenever I'm down, I dislike it when people ask me to be patient and chill. That's just show how much you don't care. If you're sad and you refer to me for some advice, I will give you advice related to religion. As in myself, I love so much when people calm me down by saying things related to religion. For instance, "Be patient, Allah hears" Yeah, that makes me calmer. Simply because when I'm sad, I would love someone to say something that make me realize that shits happened to me is just a small matter that I CAN handle. Why? Because God knows the best. And I want myself to always remember Allah S.W.T. I want myself to realize that He has given so much to me and yet I am far away from being grateful. I am far away from loving what I own. I complaint so much while He has given me everything I needed. I am seriously not pious. But that's just my own way calming people down. And i love giving advice that way. I'd love to advice myself sometimes because I really like the way I advice people. And when I'm advising people, I am automatically advising myself. And I would like people to remember Allah S.W.T too when they're sad. I'm sorry if anyone doesn't like my way of advising. You can find other people though.

Lovely Day

Yesterday was the last day of school for me! I was ecstatic and sad at the same time. Ecstatic because I'm finally done with books for this year, hihi. And sad because I'm leaving my classmate since some of them will go to boarding school next year. And also sad because the 3KRK3 classmates will be apart. So we had some games yesterday. The boys played football and the girls played futsal. But I didn't join because my class will probably lose with my presence. And congratulations to 3KRK2 for winning both football and futsal! As me and my girls, well, we took a lot of pictures! We vained like crazy. We played like crazy. Oh! And I fell on the road, leaving bruise on my knee on the last day of school, hahahaha.

Basically my tudung wasn't ok. I didn't iron it because I was too lazy. These are my girls, people I love the most. And yeah, Puteri and Hani were absent. I was so sad thinking how we will be if we're apart. Especially knowing that some of us might going to boarding school or moving to another high school next year. Dear best friends, honestly I did bitch behind back about some of you. I did a lot of time. Simply because I was unsatisfied. However, I realized that if one person is not there, I feel something is wrong. I feel empty. I'm so sorry if I ever bitch anything about one of you behind your back. I regret it somehow. But I love you guys so much. I can't deny the fact that sometimes I felt like I don't have friends even though I have many of them. But that's the reality I need to face. People come and go. But this year has given me so many happiness and disappointment. I get closer to many people this year, yet problems increasing. But I know that's reality I need to face. The more happiness, the more the problems.

Dear best friends, I may not be there when you need me the most. I may be the worst friend ever. But insyaAllah, your name will always be in my prayers. You guys may be out of my sight, but never in my sight insyaAllah.  

Oh and I would like to wish good luck to my dearest sister, Sarah who's having SPM this Monday. Even though we fought like crazy last night (worst fight ever I guess) but, blood is thicker than water. So, I will surely pray so that you get straight A's :)

A Fresh Start

Hello, I'm a fifteen year old adolescence and live to seek His pleasure. I just finished my PMR's examination so I decided to fill up my free time by blogging. I'm a blogger before, but I stopped for a while due to my big examination. And since, blogging is the only way I can polish my grammar. No doubt but ever since I stopped blogging, my grammar's getting worse. I like to eat. And unlike those girls who obsessed over One Direction, Justin Bieber or The Wanted, I have a great interest towards the Narnia character, Skandar Keynes. I enjoy Bollywood movies. I'm not that up-to-date kind of person. I prefer old songs, old movies since I can sincerely say the music and movies industry sickened me with their stupid story or songs recently. Therefore, I'm like the Malay phrase "katak bawah tempurung". Like, I stopped myself from being exposed with the world that much. I prefer being alone. So, let's get a fresh start!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

May Allah ease everything

Still wondering how my sister can still blogging since 2008